God Provides

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There are times when times are tough. Times when you come to the end of the money before you come to the end of the month. Perhaps the doctor delivered news you’d rather not hear. Or maybe your children are struggling and you aren’t able to make a difference. It is in times like this when we need to be reminded that God is the God of all circumstances and that even in our darkest moments, God provides His grace, His provision, His care, and His love.

We had been pastoring for 1 1/2 years or so and along with working at the church John was working at Wal-Mart to help us pay the bills. He had gotten paid and we bought our groceries. It had been a “good check” so we had stocked up on meat, eggs, milk — pretty much everything that we would need for the next two weeks or so. That was Thursday. Saturday morning we got up and discovered the refrigerator was wonderfully warm — and all of our food was spoiled. The church sent a representative to an auction and bought a beautiful “new” to us refrigerator. But we still didn’t have food. Before the refrigerator was delivered, a couple of vans from a church in a city about 70 miles away showed up, knocked on our door and completely covered the floor of our living room with grocery bags filled with food. They brought two coolers with meat, milk, and eggs in them. There was a box with 144 rolls of toilet paper — we know because Phillip counted them. They didn’t know that our refrigerator died. They had decided to bless us and our church about two months before our refrigerator died. God provided in a miraculous way. He knew when we would need it.

Christmas was always a season of profound blessing for us in our early years of ministry. We have always pastored small churches that had limited resources. During those early years, large churches would “adopt” us and give us the kind of Christmas that these larger churches would provide for their own pastors. One year we were adopted by two churches. It was amazing. One of the churches provided a food pounding that filled our pantry to the point of overflowing. The other church gave us gift certificates to a local grocery store. The gift certificates provided the fresh food items we needed to combine with the food pounding items to provide  delicious and nutritious meals. God provided meals for months.

In our first church, a couple in our church would show up at our door the week after Thanksgiving every year with potatoes to eat all winter and fresh oranges to keep our boys healthy. When our district leader or an evangelist would be eating Sunday lunch at our house, the same couple always showed up with huge roast or a big ham. God provided — as He always did.

God’s miraculous provision for us in every instance had one thing in common. He used His people to meet our need. People who were called by Him to serve and to care for others. Did those people know how much of a blessing they had provided? Do they know that even today our children — our young men — will look at each other during difficult times and say, “God always provides?”

One year we had faced some unexpected financial challenges and it was getting close to the beginning of the school year. We were getting things together for the boys to return to school. One Sunday morning after church, a lady from our congregation came up to John and I to tell us that she and her husband would like to provide our children’s school supplies. The boys and I met her at Wal-Mart. She looked at my sons and instructed them to each pick out the following items: 3 pairs of jeans, 5 shirts, 7 pair of socks, 7 pair of scivvies (unmentionables), a pair of shoes, a new coat, and a backpack. She then picked up school supply lists from the display at the front of the store and proceded to fill her cart with everything on three school supply lists. In addition, she purchased extra pens, pencils, and notebook paper. The following Sunday, the boys were dressed in their new clothes to go to church. Nate performed a perfect model’s pose and said, “Because Frances is Jesus with skin on, I’m Nathan with jeans on.” Once again, God’s provision was abundant. And once more, He used His obedient children to meet our need.

The examples I’ve given have been of God meeting our tangible, physical needs. But our God meets EVERY need we have. When our needs are tangible — He meets them. When it’s financial — He provides. If we are sick — He heals. When we need encouragement — a card, a note, or a phone call comes. God meets our needs — sometimes through the obedience of His children and sometimes through His omniscient power and a miracle. No matter how He chooses to do it, God provides.

Remembering to be Grateful

Golden Aspen trees remind me of Autumn which always leads me to thoughts of Thanksgiving.
Golden Aspen trees remind me of Autumn which always leads me to thoughts of Thanksgiving.

It’s a bit of a habit now. Honestly, I started my “30 days of Gratitude” because of Facebook. It wasn’t my idea — I copied from a friend, but it has been an amazing blessing and a reminder to be grateful.

A couple of years ago, I made a point to sit down at my computer each day during November and list something for which I was thankful. I’m doing it again this year, although I am adding pictures to go with my words. There are times when each of us needs to take stock of our situation and seek to find the good things. And there are times when we need to review the hard times, see our growth through the difficulties, and celebrate that good can come from struggle.

This year I want to move beyond the “simple” list that most of us recite when asked to share the things for which we are grateful. The list of “simple” things includes things like family, home, food, and friends. While I am thankful for each of these things in general, I want to move beyond the “general.” I need to get to the specifics, to the life changing, to the profound, to the holy.

God blessed me with the family that I prayed for. An amazing man welcomed me into his life and his heart. He protects, comforts, provides, encourages, and cherishes me. I always wanted to be feel cherished, and God answered the desire of my heart. Being close as a family is vitally important to me. We come to understand the family of God by living in an earthly family. I wanted my children to experience a Godly father and a home that was dedicated to serving the Lord. God allowed that to be reflected in our home. I always hoped that someday I would feel protected. Our sons have learned to be protective of me by watching their dad. Not only are they protective, but their actions show thought and care. I am grateful for each one.

I was raised with that good old puritan work ethic. Staying busy is important… and fulfilling. Work is a treasure. Whether it is the work of cleaning our home, planning and preparing meals, preparing a sermon, or teaching a class (or six of them) of 25 rowdy sixth graders, I enjoy what I do. Bad days definitely come, but every task that has been set before me has value and I find joy in the work. But I am also thankful for those other jobs that I have had: babysitter, store clerk, janitor, secretary, recreation director, day care worker, and receptionist. Every opportunity, every challenge has taught me something. I’ve learned diligence, that hard work is its own reward, that dirty dishes mean we had food to eat, and dirty clothes are evidence of God’s provision and busy days. I am grateful for work — whatever form it may take because it means God trusted me to be His hands and feet in this world.

Cooking is a hobby for me. I love to experiment and thanks to the Food Network, I’m getting pretty creative. Not everything has been successful (please don’t ask about the elk stew), but most things have been interesting — at least. God made so much bounty for us to enjoy. In California, we had grapes, apricots, tangerines, persimmons, and pomegranates all growing in our yard. (Honestly, I still can’t stand persimmons!) Asparagus grew on the ditch banks around our farm when I was growing up. My grandmother would fix it with a white sauce and boiled eggs. Yum. These days I love it hot off the grill. Spinach — fresh, green, crisp, delicious. Squash — zucchini, butternut, yellow, patty pan… all of it tasty and nutritious. And now, we can go to the store and when the price is right, we can buy almost anything we want. How blessed we are. God’s provision is varied, abundant, and amazing. Gratitude is the only appropriate response to this bounty.

Like most people in this world, I don’t like pain, feeling left out, being betrayed, losing the people I love, or struggling financially. But it is in situations like these that I see God at work. He heals pain, helps me to belong, and reminds me that I am His. God brings friends into my life, mends relationships, and provides for every need. More than anything, I am grateful that He loves me, that He chose me, that I am His.

Would you do me a favor? Look deeply into your heart, review your life, and consider the things for which you are most grateful. I challenge you to look beyond the surface to identify the life changing, the profound, the holy. Celebrate these gifts in your life; and during this month of Thanksgiving, be grateful.